I have found an aphorism of hope from a most unlikely sage:

"Ownership is to fear." - Proverb

I can lose myself a hundred times. Everything. All boundaries. All time. I can go
back by absorbing more nuances of meaning each day. Surviving with my butt
firmly is no joke. With all "the realities of life" breathing down my neck, things
aren't just simple as they used to be.

What's right for most people in most situations isn't right for everyone in every
situation. Bringing warmth, passion, and an endearing quiet humor while fostering
individualism in a community of total conformity is difficult. How many of us are
mentally revolted at the dissection of natural rules? Others chooses not to see
this. It is honestly, an irking matter. There's a superficial ego that feels guilt but
ignores and would rather render attack.

When situation is ambiguous, people become uncertain about what to do. It is
apparent one is likely to depend on others for answer. Looking for sympathy from
peers can help ease personal belief, but may unfortunately dissent opinions and
judgment. The common good requires an admission of respect for individual
beliefs but must not compromise virtue.

I guess it's really out of fear that I might come on too strong or that I rub people
the wrong way again by this. And of course, nothing beats my "Blue Steel" of a
poker face. Ah yes, it has pulled me through a lot and has driven away many a
casual acquiantance. I am the absolute Master of Deadma, yes siree.

But lest I be accused of unadaptability or rigidity, I don't give a damn. [i]Manigas
ang pikon. [/i]But then, AGAIN. [i]Mine is a mere opinon. A mere one.[/i]

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